Letter to Mia and Ed

To Ed and Mia:
Sometimes, just like right now, I just can't stop thinking about you!
Every thought I have right now is about you, and suddenly you get stronger and stronger in my mind.
I don't want you to come back, the only thought of it terrifies me!!!
I'm happy right now. I love myself, I know who I am, but somehow you get in me and with that little voice you tell me: That's not true, you are not strong, you are not happy, you are responsible for this, you were born like this, You are Mia.
But I know I have to be strong. I don't want or need to be perfect, I want reality!!!!!! I just want to be myself!!!!!!!!!